Not Just in the Movies
Tonight I found myself on a Manhattan rooftop--my Manhattan rooftop--listening to Billie Holiday and Ella Fitzgerald. I found myself longing for the New York City you see in movies--that unrealistic, hyper-romantic, spontaneously-delicious, completely-nonsensical-but-eternally-memorable Manhattan.
Where is that New York? Is it all a fantasy? Does it only come alive when well-scripted, desperately-incompatible-but-desperately-in-love characters cross paths in Central Park in a film? Is it only born when Ella or Billie are singing in the background while two strangers find their lives inconveniently intertwined?
I tried really hard to remember the first time I said "I love you" in the Village and what it felt like. I tried to remember the first time I danced on a Lower East Side rooftop, the first time I ran in the rain in SoHo and didn't even realize I was getting wet. I tried to remember my first night at an outdoor Chelsea wine bar looking into eyes that made me ridiculously nervous in the best possible way. I tried to remember an unexpected Manhattan smile that managed to light up my face in an unexpected way.
Then I stood up and looked down at the city. There it was, a little bit of the Manhattan I'd been searching for. Yeah, we'd met before. And not just in the movies.
Billie and Ella sure help the ambiance. Well-scripted lines surely make things a little more perfect.
But it's the eyes you see things with that give them their magic.
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